I earned myself a punishment last night. After bedtime, Master and Alouette were still reading and I was starting to settle down for sleep I was lying on my front with my arms up under the pillow to push it up more comfy for my head. I was having a very nice imagine about fulfilling my new year's resolution to Master and sucking his cock. And - not thinking about it all - I had a gentle, dreamy grind against the mattress. Not much of a move but still what Master calls "the butt wiggle of doom".
I knew I'd done wrong when he asked "What are you doing, Princess?"
What could I say. Busted! And right next to Master and Alouette, too. I had to admit I was rubbing my pussy on the mattress despite being told "no touching" the very same day. I have no excuse. I blatantly disobeyed Master.
For that, he told me that as I won't control myself and didn't even hide it I can be oral only for an extra week - so that's the whole first two weeks of 2020. He made me apologise to him and to Alouette and to look him in they eye and tell him:
"I'm a weak horny slut who can't control myself. I deserve to be punished."
He said I was looking woebegone, so he checked me: "Are you okay?" I was, it just wasn't a happy moment. I got some cuddles and kisses and "I love you" from him and Alouette but I still - rightly - got told I know better and Master expects better from me.
The worst thing that's not even much of a "touch". Hardly any pressure at all, just my weight putting enough pressure on for a small thril. And for that I got myself punished.
I am. I'm a weak horny slut who can't control myself. I deserve to be punished.
Thank you for punishing me, Master, I am so very sorry (I know his answer to that, "Don't be sorry, be better.")