Fried Cherry Blossom Princess

Ugh, I felt super frustrated today but not in a very fun way. Work did distract me until lunchtime and then going out in the cold for a short walk set me on fire. I rediscovered an old silly turn-on:

Women Wearing Red Coats.

I was grumpy turned on rather than happy turned on by the time I was on the way home. I had to bite my tongue to not snap at someone in a shop. That's not like me.

Master didn't hobble my legs last night in bed. I got a reminder why he had. I spooned next to Alouette and rested my top leg on hers. I was so tempted and it would have been so easy to rub myself against her leg. She would have known.

I spent like half an hour thinking very urgent and hot and wet thoughts about how easy it would be to sneak my hand down and rub myself. Just a bit. Just to soothe myself.

I didn't. I know however they would punish me I did would be AWFUL. I'm more scared of that and of disappointing than I am of aching and not touching.

I turned around, curled up and hugged my knees until sleep took me.

I have to stay good through tomorrow. One more day. Well, I have to be good after that too. But I don't have to be good in the no touching/anal only way I have had to be.

It's horrible. But I deserve it because I was bad and I misbehaved. Twice!

I'm a weak and horny slut who can't control myself. I deserve to be punished.

But I'm trying my hardest.